because he loves me more than all the world.

he/they/xe • jewish & white • legal adult (fledgling) • autistic & otherwise disabled
i love you with my crooked heart; also i write & draw
& am very cute, which is something you'll just have to trust me on. lover of stories where nothing happens. real amiable sort of freak.

interests

not all-encompassing, set in stone, or in any particular order!
the garden as the place of love • circular histories • bodies of water • decay as permutation of the self • the divine incomprehensible • rocking back & forth • landscapes that remember • obscure tolkien (meep) • communion by consumption • surgery as sex • violence eroticized • music & language • trinketry & antiques • various elsewheres • sentient houses, ships, & stories • all forms of abjection • myriad hauntings
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selected fandoms include tolkien, ursula k. le guin sff, jonathan strange & mr norrell, georgette heyer & jane austen, derek jarman's filmography, arthurian legends, les misérables, studio ghibli, the dune saga, shakespeare, the aubrey-maturin series, alexandre dumas, the magnus archives, e.m. forster, arthur machen, mary renault, merchant-ivory productions, the child ballads, & the course of evolution on earth.

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blog often contains spoilers for works listed earlier, discussion & sometimes depiction of violence, & creatures of all sorts, including bugs.
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